It’s been almost a year since I last wrote a post on here. Wether it be about life or just thrifting in general. It has been a crazy rollercoaster since I graduated back in May and it would have helped tremendously if I hadn’t let go of this beauty.
Man, Life is really hard. The world out there is not pretty and will give you a big slap in the face if you aren’t ready for what it is going to hand you. I have literally gone through the craziest months of my life this past year and I can honestly say that I never thought I would be where I am now. I think that’s a good thing though? I’m still settling in. By now I thought I’d be traveling, be a journalist or be in some type of career based off my degree, or heck even still be working at good ol’ Chilis.
I did do two of those things up until December when everything weirdly fell into place.
After I graduated I went with my internship for a full time position as a journalist. —–WOWZER. As much as I was told it wasn’t a good idea from colleagues and family, I simply felt like I had to pursue this huge drive to I don’t know do something more, make a name for myself, really prove something? But what did I prove? NOTHING. Instead I got stuck in what was a catastrophe of a newspaper and making crap pay for an overload of writing that quite possibly has made me a horrible person towards reporters. Yet, I still long to get the ‘new’ updates on Top stories and news articles every morning. Nevertheless, I met a ton of inspiring, famous, and very critical people during those 7 months. It was wonderful. It was awful- but it helped me see clearly. During writing, I witnessed first hand how much you DON’T get paid, therefore I juggled three jobs. Chili’s, the newspaper, and what was supposed to be a fantastic marketing opportunity.
Honestly guys, I think I’m just too gullible.
I have never been so broke in the past 5 years than I have in 2013. It really is quite hilarious the experiences I have been through this year, but hey, I am still alive and breathing. That is all that matters.
Now, I have a career with great people and the foundation that I have ultimately been looking for since the beginning of my Senior year in college. I have traveled this year, not as much as would like but I was able to mark two new States off my list. That’s a plus right? Life is crazy, but it is sooo unbelievably good to you when you least expect it.
We must let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the one that is waiting for us.